Selamat pengantin baru zul.... my new hp...

[several hours b4 going to a'famosa resort]

selamat pengantin baru buat ex opis mate aku...Zulfadli Bachok and wifey...harap segalanya berjalan lancar and bahagia sampai biler2.... amin~~~

[maaf aku xdtg..hubby balik kul 5 pg ahad...outstation...pastu siang nye tdo smp kul 2 ptg...sori yer...]

nk citer skit la pasal hp...aku ni mmg la minat gadget2 canggih manggih ni kan... [minat je la...nk kerap bertukar n up to date ni agak berat la weh...]. kalo dl mintak kat ayah.... "ayah...adik nk laptop...", "ayah...adik nk hp..." sedap je order kan... hohoho now nk beli iphone konon...dr awal thn...smp akhir thn...dah simpan duit...syg plak nk beli... skali preggy..so saving tuk iphone dh beli preparation tuk baby....even skit2...dah berkurangan...hohohoh [nnt org dh x gune i phone..aku br nk terhegeh2 gune].

kemas2 umah weekend lepas... susun2 brg baby yg aku dah beli...siap2 kan dl tmpt nk letak drawer baby...nnt sng...

sambil aku kemas2 bilik yg jd hak kepunyaan hubby tu [second room la..main room aku nye...hohoho]..aku susun2 skali baju2 dlm wardrobe dia.. aku ternmpk la koleksi hp dia dlm drawer wardrobe dia tu...[mmg tabiat hubby x suke jual or trade in hp dia kalo dia nk beli hp baru..sume diajadikan koleksi...tp nk mintak..punyalah ssh...hohoho]. aku tergoda tgk hp Nokia N73 dia...hurm...dlm hati.."nape abg x gune ek?? rusak ke??". aku pon trus kol hubby....

Me: helo..abg...
Hubby: yer..
Me: nape abg x gune N73 tu?? rusak ke??
Hubby: b geledah almari abg ek??
Me: xdelah..b kemas2 bilik..susun2 brg abby...susun2 la almari abg skali...berterabur b tgk..
Hubby: abg x ingat la nape abg x gune...tp kalo abg x pakai tu..mesti ade something la tu..
Me: yeke?? b try ek??
Hubby: nape?? hp b rosak ke??
Me: xdelah..saje lah tkr hp...hp tu nmpk mcm baru..
Hubby: mmg pon...abg pakai x smp 6 bulan..
Me: erk?? [aku pnyalah ebrtahun2 pakai hp..dia 6 bulan jer?? sengal2...]
Me: ok..b test...kalo ok..b amik yer??
Hubby: ok..tp jage elok2 tau! mahal abg bli dl tu...mase mule2 kuar tu...
Me: [cam la dok dlm drawer tu jage elok2...] ok...kedekut la abg nie..ni baby yg mintak [baby dlm perut x berslh..ibu dia jer lebih2]
Hubby:: erk...pandai baby n ibu bersubahat ek?? blm kuar lg dah mintak mcm2...
Me: hahahaha. k la abg...xde talian hayat..b amik k?...
Hubby: ok...

[nape mcm sng jer aku nk amik harta dia nie?? slalunye jgn harap la... kalo dia x gune pon...dia smpn..dia xkan nk bg la...payah gilerz..tp ni cam sng jer... ni la kelebihan ibu to be...hohoo]

Nokia N73

dpt jgk la aku hp br...[even second hand...aku consider br la bg aku...hohoho]. so Nokia 5300 express music aku aku gune tuk line celcom aku..line private skit...

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several stories...

Malaysian knows that today result for PMR will be announced.. family aku pon ade wakil nye tiap2 thn...hehehe biaselah...my niece n nephew [anak angah and along] sume lebih kurang sebaya.... thn nie anak buah aku ade amik upsr..pmr...and spm...

for UPSR..anak buah aku yg amik ialah ilham...dia dpt 5B...xde A...xpela...ape2pon nnt cube lg...br upsr...

for SPM plak..haziq yg ambik...tp blm ade kptsn lg...dia br jer hbs paper...

for PMR anak buah aku yg amik ialah irin... anak ke 4 angah.... sume yg amik pekse besar thn ni pon sume anak angah jer... [biaselah..angah produktif..hehehehe] anak dia dah besar2 sume.. Alhamdulillah Irin dpt 6A 2B.. [lebih rekod aku...aku stakat 5A je...hohoho] congrates irin... nanti mase SPM harap dpt lebih lg...InsyaAllah...amin~~~

ni citer lain plak...citer aku kursus mgu dpn...dari hari isnin-rabu kat a'famosa resort melaka... nak tau kursus ape?? tajuk kursus dia "KURSUS MOTIVASI & KHIDMAT CEMERLANG KUMPULAN A"... pasni kalo x cemerlang lg...xtau la....hohohohoh

pastu khamis tu aku cuti...sbb khamis nye aku nk g sane dgn hubby plak...dgn bestfren hubby skali... xtau la honeymoon ke...honeystar ke...hohohoh tp yg pasti...CELEB NEW YEAR KAT SANE!! infront of eye on malaysia!!!...wahhhhh best2!!!!! x sbr nk holiday!! lame x rilax2 dgn beloved hubby....hehehe

Salam Takziah buat Niza sekeluarga....

post ini khas buat kawanku niza dan family nye yg br jer lost their most important person..."her mom"...

sedih sgt biler dpt tau mak ko dah kembali ke RAHMATULLAH..... xdpt aku nk byg kan perasaan ko.... seriously aku xtau pon pasal nie b4 boyak msg aku.... [boyak msg awal..tp aku bz smlm...aku perasan msg dia pon dah nk pukul 3...maaf yer niza]. aku trus kol ko... x sanggup dgr sore ko....

sebagai kawan ape yg boleh aku ckp kan ialah SABAR... [aku tau ko kuat semangat..tgk ko pon aku tau...]

insyaAllah aku n athy [kalo ade sape2 nk join leh jer..] akan ke sane melawat ko n family [kalo xde aral...jumaat kami smp..]. athy pon kat kuantan... aku x sempat nak folow boyak, tinie and sarah g umah ko smlm... sori yer... syg ko!

aku doakan semoga roh IBUNDA tercinta ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yg beriman... amin~~

Al-Fatihah.............

teringat kenangan aku kol ko...tp mak ko angkat..aku ingat napela ssh sgt nk go through line ko..siap marah2 mak ko lg..last2 slh org...hehehe...harap ko dah smp kan mohon maaf aku kat mak ko dl...

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Salam awal muharram...

jumaat lepas is awal muharram... aku rase x lambat lagi untuk aku mengucapkan 'Salam Awal Muharram' pada kawan2 sume....

doa tuk kiter same2 kongsi...alhamdulillah aku sempat bace doa nie even sibuk tgk bola...ngeeeee~~~

khamis lepas berkobar2 to going home...sebab ape ek?? sebab nk tgk live bola sepak...final Malaysia vs Vietnam...ngah ngah ngah... aku and uda yang sejak azali minat bola ni [influence by ayah] lebih dari hubby masing2...hubby masing2 rilek jer..huby aku lg la..siap x balik keje lg... wakakakak.... so aku tgk la dgn uda n my BIL... tp xper..berbaloi-baloi...heheheh

harimau muda malaysia... [sbb dah mng jer puji nie..kalo kalah...xtau la...ngah ngah ngah]

jumat n sabtu plak..ade kenduri kawen blakang umah umi...our neighbour..aku dtg kejap2 tlg2 n tunjuk muker...well..umi ckp "ko xyah buat keje sgt..tunjuk2 muker jer..." bkn alasan... aku kan pregnant...ngah ngah ngah...

sabtu ptg tu plak...dayah kol...ajak aku kluar..katanya nk blanja mkn... kitowang g midval... sori yer dayah..akud ah kenyang..but atleast ko dpt blanjer aku ABC kat chicken rice tu and Ice cream kan?? ape name kadai tu ek?? aku dha luper....hohohoho. lepas tu kami lepak kat McD bangi...waiting for hubby to fetch me up... lame x jmp dayah..since rayer haritu... dah lawa kawan aku..makin kurus...saham plak makin naik..ngah ngah ngah... xpe2..enjoy ur life!. Btw..thanks temankan aku pg manjaku baby center...ngah ngah ngah....

ahad nye plak..going to JJ [my faveret shoping complex] pg beli baju skit...[baju maternity] pastu shoping tuk abg skit...abg nk bli t-shirt n so on...

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xdpt join munyit g hiking~~~~~~

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!

aku sedih giler!! x dpt join nyet g hiking.....

nasib la dpt lepak mlm jumat lepas dgn kowang kan....dah lama giler kiter x kasi gegar itu McD...wakakakak

jeles sebenarnye kowang g....tp nak wat camne kan....aku xbrani la nk ikut...mmg mcm nk ikut...tp x brani..sori yer kawan2...

kowang nk tau..hubby aku marah aku xgtau dia kowang g hiking...wakakaka sbb dia nk folow..ngegeggeg...aku bgtau dia pon pg ahad tu...[maybe kowang tgh trn pon...hohoho]

xpela..next time kitowang join yer boyak...hiking dgn anak lg...wakakakak

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I miss part of my life...i am so blue...

this post will describe how do i feel right now...

a little bit bored..

[hurm..not really a litlle..but much!]

i feel so boring waiting for my dearest hubby to come home... he's always late... [not always..but everyday..]. i'm watching TV myself!, talking to myself!. I've cook for him but always can't have our dinner together... i think there is less than 4 hours for us to be together at home in one day... [it has been 1 year and 3 months of marriage...but he still don't recognize my relatives including my cousins and aunts!]. The main reasons why is..we don't have enough time to talk to each other.

i'm always done this while driving to work and to come back home
[crying while driving...thinking about my beloved hubby]

he is soooooooo bz and workaholic..i know and i understand that he done these all for me and our family....but with this early stage of marriage...i need more time together... i need you by myself. I've spend my time with my beloved friends just to make myself out from thinking all these things... i know that you won't like it so much when u have read this! but this is what i feel... i don't know how to tell you about this..because when we together i don't want to spoil it with all those sad things and stories...

you always leave me alone..i know and understand why you doing this...but it is so hard and difficult for me to accept it..especially when i have a lot of things to share... a lot of thing to talk... a lot of things to tell...but you wasn't there with me... wasn't there to lend me you ears... wasn't there to lend me your sholder.....

i do know that i am so lucky to have you in my world...

i do know that i am love you so much....

i do know that we were meant to be together forever...

but,

i just don't know why there so difficult for us to have our quality time together like others..

[i can't find words to say...so just have to stop here]

Love you the best....

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Aidiladha 2009

salam aidiladha sume..maybe x terlambat lg..walaupon 10 zulhijjah dah lepas jumaat yg lalu...

raya haji thn nie aku balik kelantan..kampung hubby...[since i'm married with this cute guy...adelah aku kampung yg keluar skit dr kajang tu...bkn skit..mmg jauh giler..heheheh].

first time berayer tanpa umi ayah and adik beradik yg lain...and first time jugak aku x jmp nenek and sedare mcm rayer yg biase....skrg aku dah ade kampung lg 1..kenelah bergilir2....

aku balik rayer kali nie naik kete!! hubby drive!! rase nak terbakar punggung aku!!! well.... everybody know that jalan nk ke pantai timur sure congested!!! perjalanan dr KL-KB aku 12 jam! KB-KL plak 11 jam! rase nak tercabut punggung aku sume! giler mmg giler!!!... aku rase x best sgt....aku x pnh rase mcm nie....hubby tgk aku pon kesian...siap nk patah balik mase kat hiway karak...dah sangkut dkt 2 jam kat sane...tp aku x smapai hati...mmg dah giliran hubby.. xkan x balik plak kan...

lepas2 nie sure aku naik flight or train yg ade katil! mmg plan balik naik flight...tp disebabkan uda and da whole family aku x bg amik risiko [sbb aku preggy..tkt tekanan atas sane nnt bg effect kat baby aku]...so burn je lah tiket aku...6 rat lbh burn...xpelah...apelah sgt 6rat tu berbanding anak aku yg aku tgu setahun lebih nie... [aku bkn sng nk dpt baby!!].

orang kata..RAYA HAJI KAT KELANTAN MERIAH!!! tp....nape aku x rase kemeriahan tu???? LANGSUNG X MERAIH ADELAH!!! best lg rayer kat kajang....g umah nenek, umah wan, jumpa sedare mare....mkn ketupat.. rendang.. lemang... kat sane?? ade?? aku x mkn ketupat kelantan tu!! yg pulut manis tu!! mknn kat sane plak manis2!! aku rase nak muntah!!!!

nape belah hubby mmg x best!! [aku bkn berat sebelah!!]. hubby sendiri ckp..sejak dia kawen dgn aku...dia baru rase yg raya tu meriah!!! hubby sendiri mengaku tau!!! and aku tau jawapannya!! ni sume sbb belah hubby x byk adik bradik..adik hubby br ting 2.. hubby yg besar... ma plk bkn jenis msk kat umah sgt... [maybe sbb anak x ramai...xde ape nk disambut]..sume mama order je kat kawan dia..[kawen aku haritu pon ma order je..cam katering tu!]. xde rendang...xde ketupat yg aku leh mkn! xde kueh and kek rayer kakak2 aku.... uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! x best giler rayer camtu!!!!!!!

camnilah rupa aku menahan BOSAN!!
[kiut jer..heheh]

mmg best hubby x byk adik beradik...sbb mama akan bg komitmen and syg kat hubby and the only menantu dia iaitu AKU!!! tp...raye mmg x best!!! hubby g jumpa kawan2... pastu jumpa sepupu2 dia...[dahla kawan2 lelaki and sepupu2 lalaki sume...xkan aku nk join?? giler!! x minat la aku nk berkepit dgn laki 24 jam!! i'm not that type of lady!!]..so?? buat ape?? ddk umah! tgk tv! tgu org anta daging korban!. aktiviti lain g umah sepupu ma...jln2 g umah org.. hurm...really BOSAN!!!!

kalo x disebabkan hubby...aku mmg xnak balik....Mom In Law pon slalu dtg umah...hubby slalu jumpa mama dia even kami x balik kg...maklumlah...anak x ramai kan...ni lah untungnye... tp...bosan time rayer!!!

sure anak2 aku nanti x suke balik kg kelantan...sbb xde sepupu sepapat pon..belah aku lg best! now aku paham...nape ade anak buah aku and along suke balik belah kami jer...xsuke balik belah ayah dia...sbb utama dia..BOSAN!!!!

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