Tuesday

there is so many things to do...but there is no mood to do anything....arghh!!!!!!!.. why??...why??....why??!!!... where is my mood?? please..please come back to me!!! so many things need to be done today....


this pic must be same with me rite now...waaaaaaaaaaaa....waaaaaaaaaaaaa.... only that i cannot sleep on my desk.... nanti nmpk bos..matilah aku!!!
whatever it is..i paid for this job...so weather i have mood or not... i have to complete my work... hurm..

to get my mood today...i do some edit on my pic... on my wedding @ kelantan.... here some of them...i merge them 2gether and put it here... so for some of my fren which request to see my wedding pic @ kelatntan, here for you guys... i'm also upload it in my freindster...so enjoy browse my page...!

mY W33kEnd....

Congrates for my freind Fariza... for her wedding ceremony on last saturday @ Putrajaya public hall... really sweet couple both of you guys... hope there is no ending luv story... met my old freind there...but we are rushing to go to other open house...so we don't have time to take picture with the groom and the bride... then lastly we all went to my house...coz my frens on this pic below want to see my wedding album...cbuk je!!! hehehe...but there is no pic on kelantan's wedding..don't have time to print out those pic anymore..maybe next week...



and for the sunday...the luvly day...i made my first MeeHoon Soup...in malay mihun sup!! heheeh. i use meat ball to replace the fresh meat...(oa i don't like meat) and adding some mini ketupat..so it become Soto... nyum2! hehehe

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M33t mY n!3ce..

Hi... my world bright again... miss my beautiful LAILA so much!! and lastly i met her...yesterday when i took an EL and join my family to go to Penang.... there is so many things happen in our family for the last 3 years...but thank god... all those problems seems to be handle by my family including me...here is a life... a really real life...luv my life..luv my story and really luv my family... after this..i'll be always beside my LAILA... im really proud of my niece...she got 5A's in each exam for every years...and her elder brother who is called abg ngah managed to get 5A in UPSR last year and be the 7th best student in his school....

now, i have 14 nephew together with my new born niece..Rabiyatul Adawiyah....

something that i cannot share here..the problems...whats are the problems that actually happen?? beside my family...only god knows everything...

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SALAM AIDILFITRI....

Salam Aidilfitri to all of my frens....
as we know...Syawal is is coming shortly and Ramadhan will leaves us again... do we will meet the next Ramadhan?? if we had a long live...than we will insyaAllah..if not... this is the last Ramadhan for us... do i had enough and fully utilize this Ramadhan? i don't think so... so..when that i will?? i don't know myself... Mastura!! how come you..??
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lets we continue about raya.... Hari Raya is just around the corner!!! i don't have so much things to do..it's bcoz..all prepared before Ramadhan....during my wedding... i got a Kebaya nyonya from my husband and i bought him a new baju melayu as a hantaran...same color with my kebaya... so we both will raya with 'sedondon' this year...hehehhe. but, unfortunately..we are not raya together...i will celebrate hari raya with my parents here and he will celebrate with his family @ kelantan... all bcos of we had another wedding on this 4th October.... the 4th Syawal.. so...anybody are nearby....u r most welcome!!..
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a sad story begin....
why we should fight with each other just because of someone that really give nothing for us?? his nothing ok??? so please!! think rasional..and do what you have to do... choose who's the most important in your life..than you will know the answer...
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N3w gadg3ts....

i want that too.....an apple i phone... what a bad husband i had?? i told my hubby for quiet long that i want an organizer or pda to make me ez to record and remind my work...he bought one...not for me...but for himself!!.... jahatla abg...taula saya x mampu nak beli...smp hati....waaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

but im sure one that that thing will be mine...well...i am ur wife... ur money is my money..my money is mine!! heheheh...also with all of ur property rite?? wakakakak. Lucky to be a wife...not a husband...heheheh

just to update a bit story of us...for the last weekend (on saturday evening), we went to my father's in law house at Jengka 19 Pahang...on our way...suddenly an accident just happen... in front of us...there was a couple on the ride,a naza sutra brand of car.. that car was hit the divider in the middle of the road and rotate the car back to the left lane...i'm forget to take a picture...if not..i can upload it here for u guys to see what is actually happen... then my husband just drive through the incident area and stop by the emergency phone provided there... but both of us really disappointed because that emergency phone is USELESS!!! what kind of service that MTD provide?? this is that we got after we pay for this stupid hiway??? the buka puasa time is just around the corner....what happen to that couple?? pity them.... then, i just grab my hand phone and call the MTD hotline no provided on back of the card given by the tol person previously... (is tha correct?? a tol person?? huhuhu sound a bit weird..somebody correct me please..hehehe). i told that officer about the accident and we rush to go to our hometown to have a buka puasa together...

we stay @ jengka until sunday evening and on that day..we went to temerloh and have a bit shoping there...i bought a baju kurung..not for hari raya...but only for me to go to work (im wearing it today..)..and after we had buka puasa together and have a bit chit chat then we r rushing to go back home...

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Happy Ending

Happy mood comeback...

heheh..now i know a bit how to handle my husband...even only a bit...heheh. im really weird and don't aspect that he is a very sensitive person.. but how can i don't know all those things?? at the moment when we r couple...at the moment when we r engage..he never show up his truly behavior.. maybe he has...but on that time...what people say 'love is blind' is true...so i wouldn't see who's my husband actually... but now...i know a bit...maybe will be more day by day.....~~may Allah bless us!

If you can accidentally bite your tongue....What more with husbands and wives...

There is so many things that i wanna type it out...but...something across my mind... elders told me b4 i'm married...tell nobody about ur husband weaknesses...but.. whom i want to share with??? is this what we call relationship between husband n wives???

My Dear God...please show me the way...do i have to surrender?? or stand not to talk to him?? my marriage just only less than 4 weeks....i don't even know what to do..what to say...

The song represent my situation now....i try my best to translate it in English... this song by Tan Sri P.Ramlee duet with his beloved wife..Puan Sri Saloma... here it goes..

If you can accidentally bite your tongue
What more with husbands and wives
If you can accidentally bite your tongue
What more with husbands and wives

Forget the bad
Remember the good
Then you'll build up character
Forget the bad
Remember the good
Then you'll build up character

What's the use of us fighting
Husbands and wives should be patient
What's the use of us fighting
Husbands and wives should be patient

With love and affection
Peace and understanding
It's like living in a palace
Forget the bad
Remember the good
Then you'll build up character

Husbands and wives must be one
Then the marriage will be blessed
Husbands and wives must be one
Then the marriage will be blessed
Why should we quarrel
If we want to live peacefully
Fogive me, dear husband

Ur Dear wife.........