w3lc0m3 h0m3 m0m!

afta 2 weeks berkampung kat hospital..akhirnye umi kluar gak... nak mengeluh pon xblh...umi jage adik dr kecik x pnh ckp ape2...adik jage x smp seminggu..xkan nk mengeluh. kebetulan cuti raya cine...cuti midterm... kalo x...sian umi xde sape jage... ika dah keje..uda keje n famly..ayah la kene jage umi...huhuh

mcm2 jd 2 weeks ni..even my life just dr umah ke hospital....nut a lot of things that i can learn from this....

sedih bukan x sedih tgk umi nye breast now... both of them dah kene buang... xpelah... ujian untuk umi... but...kalo umi boleh diaudit.... i'll give her full mark plus some extra credit for her inner stronger... umi mmg kuat.. if me.. blm tentu i can handle it as good as her.... nak nangis sgt tgk bile umi mula2 kuar dr bilik operation....mcm x percaya..but what can i say.... sume ketentuan Allah....

ape2pon umi dah balik...mcm biase dia x blh duduk saje...kdg2 rase cam elok je dia duk hospital..bkn adik nk umi dok hospital...tp umi kat umah x leh tgk bende sepah skit...mesti nk kemas...dah kemas ade je bende umi nk buat... tkt effect nye in da future nnt.. hurm....

THANK GOD TO SAVE MY MOM!!

Breast Cancer

just wanna share this story about my mom, i dont mean to embarrassing her, but just nk luahkan ape aku rase...

february 2005, doc kata umi tersayang kene breast cancer...menggelabah aku yg mase tu sibuk dgn final projek aku...dahla aku buat projek tu sambil main2...tetibe dpt plak brite ni..ayah sibuk dgn kerja..kol aku nangis2 suh bwk umi sbb dia xoe mase...aku pon bwk umi pg mencari hospital untuk wat rawatan...dr kl-kajang-putrajaya, segala ape yg termampu aku akan buat..akhirnye kami dpt klinik mmg pakar cancer under national cancer society, kat situla umi wat radiotherapy, memogram n mmg...umi ade breast cancer...after umi operate di hodpital kajang...kehidupan kami kembali normal...n pada mase ni lah aku mula belaja memasak.....hehehe. yelah...kesian umi, xkan dia nak masak plak..kakak2 aku sume dah kawen..akulah yg menjaga umi...adik aku plak...nama pon adik...dia waktu tu tlg aku kemas umah...mcm tu la...n skrg aku dah pandai masak!hehehe xdelah hebat sgt..cume...boleh la...nk kata hebat jgk... :p

skrg aku final sem dgree... umi kene balik breast cancer...kali ni belah kiri plak..n kali ni bukan lump mcm 3 thn dl...kali ni virus tu dah masuk dlm kelenjar dia..... terkejut gak kami...ingat bende tu xkan dtg lg.....tp....dah takdir, nak wat camne...

tapi aku sangat bangga dgn umi...dia sikit pon x tkt....mgkn dlm hati dia tkt jgk...but atleast...dia terima bende ni mcm tu je....xla mcm mane yg aku tgk n dgr dlm tv,majalah n org lain...umi xde moody2....ok je..... kuat betul umi.... kalo aku.. mesti aku rase mcm nak mati...mesti aku xleh trime..mesti aku tkt... mintak2 umi akan tabah selamanya mcm ni.....sbb tulah ayah syg umi...umi sng sgt nak handle.. even dowang kawen pilihan mak bapak....tp bahagia smp skrg.....

umi akan operate 2morow.....kebetulan plak starrt cuti raya cine n cuti midterm.... so aku xpayah sussah2 nk ponteng2 kelas.... tp adegak aku ponteng...kelas e bisnes..nasib aku ambik dgn madam aliza....baik sgt..n very understanding... aku dah postposne 2 quiz...atas sbb kematian n mgu lps plak sbb umi...tp aku bgtau dia n dia paham...tq madam...u r such a good sister of me.

tkt gak aku tgk umi..mula2 doc kata lft side breast dia je kene buang...but smlm doc kol ayah n kata its better to take off both side...umi kene buang dua2 belah breast dia...n bila umi dgr..again...dia gelak2 n seynum je... ayah pon x kesah...asalkan umi sihat....xsangka sgt....yelah..mgkn dowang dah tua....dah puas hd bersama dr dl.. i got the best family in a whole world....thank god....

haype....

dah naik sem baru...before naik sem baru...mcm biase...mesti result kluar... im not really hope that my result will cemerlang gemilang terbilang.... but... if it does not effect my cgpa is ok for me.... but whutever it is... my result is unexpected..even it is not really good, but it is better than the last sem....unexpectable... but project 1 and ethics do helps me a lot.... alhamdulillah....

the new sem is now begin...aku dah selesai regis sume..and repeat the coco subject... even its burden me a lot..it is also give some benificial to me... aku amik swimming... so leh tambah skil..hehehe xdelah hebat pon...tenggelam timbul aku..hahahha but this sem byk cuti..aduh..tkt plak aku memikirkannye.... dah start wat my project 2..implementation....aduh2.... ni time nak merealisasikan ape yg aku membebel dlm project 1... mencabar rasanye.... neway...aku mesti cube yg terbaik..

dah start app internship last week...hurm...ade gak bg feedback...tp byk yg belum.... dah dpt date interview...tp kene postpone sbb cuti rupanya selasa ni...hrjd sultan selangor... so xtau la dowang nak pannggil aku bile lak.... aku apply dekat2 je..kata internship..mls nk g jauh2....area serdang, kajang, bangi...but prefer cyberjaya lg dr kl or pj...traffic jammed..tu yg mls....heheh



atas ni template my to be system...jd ke?? aduh.... nmpknye mcm byk function yg akan aku stream...heheheh eliminate... mudah2han Allah bantu aku....

k...till then...c ya....

L0st uR w3ight ag4!n...

l00k @ diz above pic.... this is the latest 1.. took on 31/10/07 @ medan sate kajang...why do my beloved 1 lost his weight again??? after fasting a month...abg dah kurus kering....mcm mula2 knl dl...x suke la.... b yg nak kurus...abg yg hilang berat....aduh....
it makes me difficult u know...bcoz ppl would say we r imbalance couple... im tired to death for diet.... dah lama x mkn sedap2 n byk2...heheheh

is ez 4 men to lost thier weight, but vit is very2 n truly hard 4 women...especially me....heheh
xtaula nk azam ape lg..hehhe setahun just lost 10 kg....then x pn lost lg....turun 1 kg..naik balik..tujela... pnt dah ikat perut.... :(. if abg turun berat lg..b nak gemukkan bdn plak.... ok?? :p




a bit memory..mase open house... a big appologise to all of my fren yg aku lupa nk invite..especially fariza....misunderstanding happen.... i promise will not do it again..pas2 ni...aku invite ko by myself ok? xde dah nk pesan2....ok?

girl yg tunjuk peace tu is my future sis in law... dia dtg pas upsr..n nnt aku balik kg anta dia plak... br darjah 6...but bigger then me..almost double of my body...heh xpe..nnt kita diet same2 k?? but..why his only brother kurus??? dgn harry pon beza..ape lah abg ni... gemuk la skit....

itu sajela cerita terbaru.... sambil exam yg akan dtg.....wish me luck guys.... -wassalam-

Eid Mubarak!

selamat hari raya sume...
raya 2007 ni mungkin raya yang last aku sebagai anak dara...last raya dgn family aku kot...sedihnye.... sebab..mungkin tahun dpn aku dah kawen..insyaAllah...xtau date lg...mgkn sempat lg raya dgn family...hehhe


im really lucky to have my fiance' as my future husband...lurv u 4ever..
really understand me..and he is really open minded person..really raspect me..and i do raspect him also...hope we will be last forever...

sambung da raya story...1st raya je g umah nenek...pastu umah wan...
pastu terus bertolak ke gemas..raya kat palong 2...pastu pegi palong 7..g segamat sume...aduh..penat..
malam raya kedua tido umah cik faridah..palong 2....esoknye lak bertolak ke klntn...lalu muadzam....adeh2....patah pinggang aku...

tragiknye...nasib baik menyebelahi kami...hampir2 berlaku accident yg dahsyat kat kuala terengganu....alhamdulillah..xde ape2...bile ulang balik dialog kami masing2...lawaklak rasenye...

tukar2 driving sampai kelantan...mule2 je tido kat kemahang..rumah ayah n mas..sampai sane kul 10 mlm...g kemahang ni...mmg dah jadual kami tiap2 tahun...even x kenal my fiance' lagi kami mmg beraye kat kelantan...(orang nk balik kg..kita pon nk balik kg gak...hahha)

so sampai kelantan pg gunung stong..gile lah..punyalah tinggi...aduh..sakit kaki..giler btul!

pastu kami shoping kat bukit bunge....heheh barang murah2...mlm nye lak g raya umah ckin..
pastu kami g umah my fiance.... then mak ayah aku g kedah..umah adik dia...
tinggal umah my fiance...

esoknye aku tlg ma jual baju kat kedai dia..hehehe
seronok menjual mase raya ni...ramai org beli....aku berjaya convince customer beli barang...sukenye aku....heheheeh

itu jela critr aidilfitri aku....

-salam aidilfitri-
maaf zahir batin... :)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

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weekend activities....

hai....weekend yg baru lepas ni aku kuar dgn ckin...hehehe. di tdo umah aku lagi... sabtu kuar pukul 3...pastu kitowang tgk impak maksima...alahmak.... bkn nak kondem citer melayu...citer dia okdah..best dah...tp effect tu...adoi!....tensen aku.....





ha....ni sume gambar kami makan..
kat pizza...before tgk wyg....

sedap nye..tp mkn sepotong je...lg 4 bawak balik umah... sambung mkn pagi ahadnye lak....heheh

mlm tu kuar dgn abg n jali... g tgk wyg lagi????
aduh...... xpe..citer best!! rougue assasin....
My Jet Li.... penat gak...dgn aku dr pg buat report...chapter 3...

pastu aku beli kek.....hari jadi umi kesayangan aku....
nila dia kek nye..aku beli kat JJ
umi lahir 09/09/58..
lagi 2 tahun cantikla tarikh ni... 09/09/09...
tu je la minggu ni....


citer lain...aku dah siap kan langsir....nnt aku paste gambar langsir aku kat sni...k??

bye sume............